Streamlining my work so that it is as convenient as possible and that I'm setting myself up for success as much as possible (this will require some work on my environment - decluttering so that I am able to focus and feel more at ease) Content Creation - 3 days a week one day for filming, one day for editing, one day for scheduling/posting Daily fan site checks at certain intervals (10a, 5p, 10p) 7/5 1:44 am Closed some cycles, leveled up. I feel it and I'm so very grateful. I have been slowly getting back into work, both interacting with clients and creating in that space. It's such a relief to finally be in a place where I'm not trying to hide my body. Still having very big feelings about my boobs and it's making me consistently sad. After I hit my savings goal for or our trip (5.6k) and the 30k for the down payment on my car, I'm going to start saving for a boob job/breast lift. I want to go to a consultation soon, get all the relevant info, find out what my options are and how much it will cost etc. This is necessary for me to be able to do my work. Yesterday I asked the universe for swift abundance from multiple sources and then I received it. Fast and hard and it was intoxicating and intense and I was up till almost 6 am, drunk on power. I see it now. The ways this was more of a crutch for me than an avenue for empowerment. I also see how it became an avenue for healing and helping others to heal. There's no denying that part of myself and I don't want to.